To by ex-best friend

  There was a time, when I used to hang out with you, I thought you would be my very best friend in my 4-years life in university.

  When you found your girl, I slowly realized that there were something you didn't tell me honestly, and though I thought you treat me as a good friend. Yes, you distrusted me. I understand why you're like this, and I never blame you for that. As a friend, I accept your flaw in the condition that you also treat me as a friend of yours.

  No, no. You didn't tell me. You didn't want to. Why? I tried to prove myself wrong on you, but you disappointed me.

  And yes, I chose to leave because I think it would be better for both of us.

  Good luck my ex-best friend. I wish you happy as always, but no longer like the way before. There are things I can't tell you straight now, and you totally know why we became this way.

  Guess what? I knew you won't do anything. That's the guy I knew.

Never think too much

It kills your brain
it kills your time
it kills your joy

Be happy as always, Max

Till' then happiness shall always be yours :)

討厭和喜歡

受不了, 把情緒一直往臉上掛的人

討厭一個人可以表現得那麼明顯, 做人可能有點失敗

這樣如何在社會生存?

只拍學長姐馬屁是沒用的.

還不如學會如何經營自己.

我就是不爽, 我就是累了, 所以我表現出來了

可是我選擇自己離開, 因為不希望人家受到影響

我還是我, 不管別人怎麼想, 我還是想做我自己

我不想管別人有多討厭我

我只想讓喜歡我的人更喜歡我

何必浪費自己.

你也是, 長大點八

整天撒嬌耍脾氣要抱抱,

人家累不?

Wow

Long time no see, Blogger!

It's been two years since I last update my blog.

I just had so many story to tell, hehe

But no, not today!

Reading my past is kinda interesting, maybe I should continue on this blogging thing @@

What a long, tiring and boring day at the department.

I just felt so left out in the whole process.

Maybe it was just me thinking this way.

God! Just give me a break.

Can't wait for tomorrow's meeting..

Waiting to see your cute smile, wish you get better tomorrow. (Blessed

Change

  Many times, we humans are to change. Weather you're forced or not, changing yourself, whereas at your using of language and feeling of yourself, is an essential thing in life.
 
  Recently, many people said that I'd changed, in a good way. I wander if that's really good for me or not, but for now, I'm perfectly fine..

   I came to realize how important for me to praise someone. Praising is blessing. Who doesn't like being praise? Well, I don't either!  I find that to praise, would not only raise others up but also yourself, so why not give praise? If that really worth praising, why not?

  I love them, haha.. I always do.. Treasure the precious. Learned.

Happiness

  This is the moment I felt so much happiness... I shall mark this down :)

  Happy Birthday, Mum..

  I love you guys, either CTS or Malaysians, I love and treasure you all the time


  Thanks to you x3

Holidays!!

  It has been sooooooooooo long! I don't even have the time to update my blog ever since May..


 
  The result of English drama was fantastic! Our team won Best Drama, Best Story, Best Costume and Best Actress. Best Actor went to Joesph, of course, he is talented as always plus his fluent pronounciation in English, no doubt he could get that award. Best Actress went to Jem! Surprisingly, she was liked a amateur in acting during the rehearsal, who was then changed into someone that caught everyone's attention during the actual performance. Congratulation to all of us and thanks for the hardwork we did. This would be a best memory for Teacher Lisa, whom my English conversation teacher, after she quit the school.


   
  The graduation ceremony was boring.. Well.. I must congratulated the seniors who had been facing some stressful exams and finally relieved from work. Congratulations! The whole ceremony thing took about 3 hours, which made me a little unpatient, but everyone leave the hall with smile. I could say that should be a happy ending? Or maybe not.. I just couldn't got my eyes off from them.. How jealous and envious was I.. But nothing's gonna change.. That was my last thought before I went home with a pack of smelly Nasi Lemak I sneaked from school canteen..


  Oh.. I forgot to mentioned the party for the graduates.. That night was totally insane! Everyone was crazy for the musics and performances. When my class was reviewing the photoes they took at the night, no one thought that smoky place with flashing lights around would be our school hall, haha! Ofcourse, watching the thanks-giving and blessing video was the last show that night. The video showed lots of memory of the graduates. I could sense some people were sniffering, though I didn't cry, I felt the same as them. It was a crazy, happy, exciting, saddening and heart-touching night!


 
  The final exam of the year soon came after the party and ceremony things. I could say I only put my 60% into this. I could have prepared one week ago, but despite of my lazy character, I started my study 2 days before exam. I must say, that 2 days of preparation + 2 days of exam made me totally exhausted. I regretted for not preparing earlier beofre exam. The result wasn't that good.. Some of them reached my expectation, however, some not. My Mandarin is as always, marks between 65~75. English, I hope it wasn't too bad, maybe 90+? I never wish to get below 95... Hope Teacher Steve would spare me some mark base on the hardwork I did in his lesson and politely smile I gave whenever I see him. Biology was bad! I expected to get above 80 but I only got 60! That was unbelievable! The subject I most confident in failed my high expectation! I must be over confident during the exam... No 60 after holiday!!! Physic, Damn! I couldn't even scored 40! 33 marks means I will be forced to attent tuition during the next seminar. Chemistry was the best ever improved subject! Starting from 24, 40 to now 58! I could score a higher mark if I got enough time. Seriously, my Chemistry proved that god rewards those who really work hard for it. Keep myself up! Cause the next few months would be counting down the day to 八甄!!


 
  Oh Kevin.. Now that you leave.. I wander if you recieved the message I leave on your table? Appreciated? Afraid? Suprised? Or does it even matter? Whatever the outcome is, I already said what I have thinking to say when I heard you're leaving. Wish you all the best on your future and please don't come back to CTS! If you do, I will make you regret! -_________-'' Well, I already said goodbye and wish you good luck so please don't ever appear in front of me unless you wanna say thanks to everything I did for you. Dumb! Don't be a fool when you leave! Never be a stupid outside! Be smart and take care of yourself -_____-




  Finally.. It's holidays!! I shall work harder and harder! Tressure the little time left for me and work for the best result!!!