What do I know music so far?

The music I'm going to talk about isn't classical music.


Ok, here's my views for 'Music at different country'


There's only one reason I'm so into KPOP ( Korean pop ) is that they always surprise me with their dance moves and songs. I think singers in Korea really play an crucial role in promoting their country's culture. For what I've seen on youtube's comments, many starting to get known of Korea because they love and support their favourite Kpop star. And ofcourse, I'm one of them who enjoys so much listening to their music.


My parents really hate me for loving Korean's music because they thought I, a Taiwanese, shouldn't pay too much attention for other country's fasion and music instead of listening to our own country's production of music. But to me, I have the right to decide what is good to hear and what is not and unfortunately for them, I think Kpop is much better than Tpop.


I've done a reserch on 'Music in other country' and I found some interesting facts.

In Taiwan, most singers are the solo-type. After seeing so many new album being published recently, I found most of the covers of solo-type albums are only singer with a very simple background which I think they got 0 attraction for me to find them good to listen to and interesting to know about them. Ofcourse there's group singers and Lollipop. I think they did a very good job. But when it come to Korea, I see too many of them..

In Singapore, many singers go to Taiwan at the end. Simply because Singapore is too small for them. Am I right on that point? In fact, Singapore is a small island. Although she's more sucessful compare with most of the country, despite of the land she has, it's too small and narrow for Singaporean singers. I've seen so many singers went to Taiwan but only a few of them became famous there. The person I'm talking is JJ Lin, who made a great sold-out for his latest album'100 days' in Taiwan.

In China, I only know Qi Xiao Fu. Don't know, don't care... Unlike Singapore, China's toooooooooo big. The singers there don't even have to go oversea. With 14 billions of people who could earn them lots of money, no reason they have got to promote their names and songs to other country.. So I don't know much about them.

In Malaysia, I see many singers, but I know none of them. Their music market is similar but smaller than Taiwan. So in the end, my views on them end up with the same as Taiwan, but somewhat poorer.. No offense. I love great music. It doesn't matter where the music from if the music is good to hear. But so far no songs in Malaysia had sucessfully caught my heart. I do feel sorry for that..

In Japan, they're as good as Korea. And somehow I think they're a bit better because the singers there do not get abusive words from their company and violence from their superior. I read, and probably will continue to read till the end of the world, of how bad the superior of many singers in Korea were. Fans aren't stupid, they're indeed incredibly smart and caring. I watched and read many comments and video on youtube and something shocked me. Famous singers like DBSK, Shinwha, H.O.T get beaten up by the head lead man of their working company. Their earns for album is low and work like a cow everyday just for the good of the company. But what they got behind their hard work is something cruel and inhuman. If you like to know more about it, go youtube and search SM entertainment.

So anyway, talking about Kpop, I shall describle it as 'fantastic done'! I'm sure many of you know the song 'Sorry sorry' from Super junior. I find many kpop music videos are always fill with amazing dance moves and unique music styles. Songs like 'Tell me your wish' from SNSD, 'Abracadabra' from brown eyed girl, 'Ring ding dong' from SHINee are good examples. You see? Why western people are also crazy about kpop? Because their country's singers don't dance! They only sing! I'm not saying they're lacking of dancing skill. In fact, many great dancers are from westen country. But so far from the music I watched on youtube, I seldom see western singers dance in their mv.


Dances and musics are one. With both, music is alive. Korean did a very good job in expressing their sense of fasion and style of music. And that's why I'm so in love with them.

Thanks for reading~! :)

I must be crazy..

Just oh my gosh.. That person is so gorgeous..


I thought I almost died from excitement.. I just couldn't believe that I saw somone who seems so acctractive to me. The hell.. That was the first time I had this kind of excitement and the desire to know about a person so badly.


Those eyes.. Was catching my sights. The moment we made our eye contact, I thought, 'Damn, what does the person see on me？' I didn't dress up well that time. I was lazy making up my hair and wearing those fasion clothes when I woke up this morning with only 3 hours slept. I never thought I would met a beautiful person at such a small clinic! I blamed myself for not taking care my own image well..


I wasn't sick. I was taking some health check with my brother. When I stepped out the room, I saw the person sitting on the chair and waiting for doctor's call for consultation. I quickly grabbed Shao En's hand and walked to the back corner. 'Oh my god, Shao En, you saw that person?' I whispered. 'Yeah. Gogeous, huh?' Shao En whispered back. When I got back on my sit, I looked at that person. That person seems unhappy. I think yeah, it would be weired to see people look happy in such an enviroment..


God damn that my mom was just next to me.. I think it's not a good idea to let her know my attention to that person. I'm afraid she might gone mad.




I don't know.. I just can't tell people.. It's not the time to tell everyone the truth.. Though it's tough using the word ' person ', but I think one day, I can write whatever I want in mind. That is when I truely let my parents know what I've been keeping from them for so many years....

Turn 18

Finally, the day I grow up to 18 has come.

To me, I think today is a special day for me. Not only that I turned 18, can do whatever I want, watch porn, find sex, but also the day I get to refresh myself.

I remenber my previous birthday was like a normal kid had with their family. I'd asked for present, party and cakes. But since I'm 18 now, I don't think I still can ask for that, even for my pocket money..

I started to think that what does turning 18 really means to me..

Think I got to find a job to get myself money? Yeah, I think I had lots to do now. Yes, I find myself are capable in doing a lot of things after I turned 18. Not only some regular stuffs I couldn't do at the past but also to ready for the society.

Maybe I've gone too far. I bet those kids who are reading this may not be able to understand. Haha..

I never hope that there'll be any birthday celebration for me. Though my brother tested me few days ago to see if I remenbered today, but I told him not to do anything for me. I mean, why? I don't need those things now. All I need now is to study hard and remains humble until I get old. A girlfriend? Yeah, it would be nice.

Anyway, congrats myself for turning 18. Altough I never tell anyone about today, but I wonder who really remenber this day. Hmn... -___-..

I'm a fool after all..

I thought I was born specially to this world. In fact, I'm not that worthy. I'm not talking about my life, but my attitude to my life.
Maybe it's time for me to contemplate my own future, seriously.

I'm really a fool.. I thought my parents don't understand me at all, but things had become as I was the one who don't understand them.. I feel really sorry to my parents. They love me so much but sadly I had disappointed them.

I find myself really stupid, because I used to find excuses for my mistakes. Mum said maybe I got my talking talents from dad and her. A person who can't listen and used to find excuses can hardly success. I always remenber these words and yet I had failed to know them deeply..

I'm really really bad, I thought I will never make my parents cry, but I was wrong. I'm a bad son, I didn't played my role of studies well.. What can I say? This time, I shall never make any excuses for my failure.

Fortunetly, just like what mom told me, I'm smart. I learn from my mistakes although it rarely happens. But I'd hope I can change from now on. This time, I will not allow myself to fail.

As always, I will give my everyday some hope so that I could live a happy life, but differently, I will also change my attitude. The first step, I shall become a humble man. Yes, I'm always full of myself. Though I'm smart, but my smartness blind me.. Second, I shall treat my brother well. My tones to him wasn't in manner. He mentioned to me before, but I never listened. Think I got to say many sorry to him. Third, I have the need to know what I'm really want now and yes, I think I found it.

Nothing is easy in this world, even a small move could change your everyday, every life. I have learnt. I shall always remind myself not too selfish, think for others, and work extremely hard for my studies. For my current grade, I'd need lots of affords.

Time to give myself a hit on face. And then after all, I hope one day, I can really become an independent kid who doesn't worry their parents. Do as I said to myself.
Taking vows is riskful, only if you're not confident for taking full responsibilities to your words and yourself. Yes, I would like to vow for my future.

I hope my friends will always pull me back to work because I'm always forgetful and stubborn. But thing has to changed by now.

God bless me..

Between children and parents..

I was born a bit differently.

I lived with my mother when I was young. As I grew up, I shared my problems I met outside with my mom. Unfortunetly, if I had fight with her, I could only shared my problems with my little brother or I might got crazy guts.

Now, I live with my parents. As I had turned 17, gonna be 18 after a week, I had lots to say. And ofcourse, sometime it clashs with my parents' ideas, especially my mom. When it happened, a family's dad plays an important role. He becomes a bridge between a mother and her son.

If that so, why there're kids who still can't reach their parents?

For my example, my dad is definetly a rotting wodden bridge. He only cares how the people at the sides do instead of realizing his rotting body. When people try to cross through him in order to reach other people, he will blame them for not walking properly. Young adults who don't have a nice bridge, they would seek help from their friends. Here's a big problem, parents always think that the only reason why my children had changed was because of the friends he made. Just how stupid they are, they couldn't figured out where the real problem is..

Anyway, I'm a clever kid. Luckily, I don't have bad friends, so at least I was grown up half-healthy, both my body and mind.


I sent a SMS to my dad this morning. That message was a chance I gave to them. Only if they don't read or maybe they don't really care, or I'll have nothing else to do with them. I maybe a little too much, but am I wrong?

孩子與父母之間...

我出身的家庭有一點特別.

小時候, 我都跟媽媽住. 有時如果在外遇到困難, 我會和他說. 如果不幸的我和他吵架了, 我會跟年幼的弟弟講, 不然我可能早就瘋了.

長大後, 跟爸媽一起住了. 因為有了很多自己的想法, 有時難免會和母親有點爭執. 這時, 父親就會扮演兩者之橋樑. 相對的, 如果是父親, 母親則會扮演這種腳色.

既然如此, 怎嚜還會有年輕人無法與父母溝通的呢?

是的, 就我來講, 我爸爸絕對是一條爛橋. 他只在乎兩岸的人過得好不好, 卻沒注意到自己正一天一天崩塌. 當兩岸的人想見面時, 他卻責怪對方不好好走, 而忽略自身是關鍵的問題. 沒橋樑的人, 只好跟朋友溝通. 這時問題來了! 有的父母會認為自己孩子的問題是外面朋友所致. 也不知道有多少這種愚蠢的父母親手毀了自己的兒子.

簡單來說, 我是很聰明地. 也感謝我身邊沒壞朋友, 我才能如此半健康地長大.


我今天傳了依封簡訊給我爸. 那是我和他們之間的機會. 我今後, 可能, 還是會不斷的給予他們機會, 但, 可能在他們眼裡連屎都不如? 這樣講很不孝.. 但我說得有錯嗎?

Unreasonable

It was happened yesterday.



I was awakened from the noise that my father made. He was talking on a phone. I wasn't sure who it was, but the only thing I knew was that he wasn't happy about the person next to the call. So I thought he must be very tired recently.

Dad wanted us to clean the house before mom come back from Taiwan. I agreed with him as I thought mom won't be happy if she see the mess we made during the days she wasn't with us.



Shao En did nothing at the evening, it was I who cleaned the house. I swept the floor and put everything in place. At the same time, I was thinking of what to say once she's back.

Ok, she finally got back, but something made me felt that she was totally unreasonable. Firstly, her tones, she made me tought that she wasn't wanted to talk to me. Secondly, she bought a book for me.

To be honest, I don't read books, especially those which seemed totally useless to me.

I think it's a waste buying books for me.

She also asked us to sleep when 22.30. Am I crazy? 22.30? Why should I? My night time was just started!


Dad told me mum was very tired so he hoped I didn't mind for her words or anything.

Well, I thought dad was tired, too. Because I was so sure that mom was not only tired but had some problem with me. She can't communicate with me.

Can't communitcate=Can't understand

Worse, I don't think she wants to understand me.

We actually can talk like friends. I always find a right time and try to reach her. She is the same, but always pick a wrong time. Like what I had told her many times before that she doesn't listen to the others, even untill now. Or maybe, she doesn't understand my words?

She always think I'm trying to be a rebellion but sadly, I'm not. It is she who likes to think this way, I personally do not wanted to be like this. So anyway, she seems like she quite enjoy living in her own world.