I'm so excited and happy now ^___^

  First, I finally moved into the school dorm. Everything was a bit old but it was really comfortable to live. I brough only 3 sets of clothes as I thought I was there to study so I didn't spend so much time on my choices of clothes. I was soon regretted for not bring more fabulous clothes as I saw Shao En's roommate had so many things, including several shoes and clothes in many colours. I envious him. And so I wrote down the things I have got to bring to my room when I get home on Thursday.
 
  Two people share the room with me. One guy from Korean, same class with me, greeted me as soon he got into the room and I thought he is such gentle guy. His name is Jian Xiong, or Joseph Lee. His image soon destroyed after we were in our classroom the next morning. The meaning by' image destroyed' because he isn't the first guy I met yesterday, he turned into a big talker and continued to talk talk talk. Well, I don't hate it. Somehow I think he is kinda cute, haha. He enjoys playing around with his friends. I specially remenbered that he kept asking for 'bobo'(kiss) from his friends. Haha, that was so funny because no one gave him a damn. We didn't talk a lot since then. He and I are like different magnetic fields. I'm the silent guy in front of everyone. He's the opposite of it. Guess he might thought I'm difficult to get along with?

  Another guy is a Taiwanese. He only talks a little. But he seems to be close with many people, even Jian Xiong. Hmn.. I have never seen a guy sleeping with another guy, hugging each other and mur mur somethings unimportant. Well, this guy did these with Jian Xiong. His name is Zi Hao, a junior3 student. I don't know much about him but after day by day, I find him actually a really nice guy. Maybe I was blinded by my first image of him. Something to clarify, Zi Hao and Jian Xiong aren't gay, they're just good friend. Hope I didn't give out the wrong information of these two new guys I met.

  One of Shao En's roommate is my classmate too! A very handsome guy from Indonesia. He's a half Taiwanese and a half Indonesian. People said children born out to be pretty if the baby's blood is mixed. I guess they are right. I'm kinda envious of his gorgeous look. He's a very honest and gentle guy. He was the first person I met in the school dorm. I have no worries for Shao En whenever he's around. His name is Jia Wang. Our form teacher called him 'Prince Oil' because his father sells oil, indirectly saying that he's damn rich! Wow! It's cool to have a classmate like him. I think he's really relyable. Not only me but every teachers like him. It is fun to see how everyone make fun of his wealthy family background by saying '有錢了不起!'to him. Haha.

  My new school rocks.. Everyone in the school are close. There's no border between people. It's so free and happy to live with them everyday. I felt like I have finally made a right decision after I was officially become one of this big family.
 
  Just to express how much I love this school!



  I returned home after sister Xiu Qing's final new year party. I was tired but then enjoyed being there. I got some new ang pow though the values of it were so small, I appreciate their wishes to me. Wish all of them a happy new year. The climax of this whole event was the rising of Kong Ming Latern. Each of us wrote our wishes on the latern and then, gathered with everyone's wishes, rised it up by using the fire. The latern was made softly and lightly so it was really easy to let it float by just making a small flame under and inside the latern itself. The hot air brough our hopes highly up into the sky and faded slowly into the beautiful night with the guide of the big round moon.



  I'm so happy to have my friends with me.. Our love to each other shall exist eternally with our spirits. My friend, saranghae~!(I love you~) ^__________________^ ~

Happy Lunar New Year :D

(All photoes were taken by H/P)

First of all, happy new year~!! ^____^


Hope bad luck will be gone and good luck be coming in this whole new year! Wish everyone a happy and lucky year!!!


Happy new year to my beloved parents, brothers, friends in Singapore, friends in Malaysia, friends in Taiwan and friends in net!


Special congrats to my idol Yunho hyung and his fellow members of TVXQ. Good luck to SHINee's everyone and SNSD's noona!


Finally, thanks for all the bad lucks that had been annoying for quite a while.. I appreciate all bad things that happened on me, because of that, I learnt my weaknesses and mistakes!



Going to be in my new school after 7 days.. I'm ready! As I promised to myself, I will work harder this year!


Some photoes taken at the restaurant yesterday with my family...

Well then, enjoy your new year holidays~! ^__^!

I'm a fortunate kid after all..

After reading so many scripes about TVXQ's hardship and difficult life, I came to realized that I had too many things to apologize to as well as the things I should appreciate to..


I'm not in a good mood now, probably angrying, because of my childishness and foolishness.. I always complain for lots of things.. Like recently I had been very unlucky, I said myself wasn't fortunate at all.. I thought people couldn't understand my situation, but actually they did all the time. My parents had predicted my results would be bad after leaving the two of us in Singapore alone. At first I thought they just didn't know how I care for my exam. But now, when I think back, my so-called'hard work' was nothing but a shit.. People always said we're lucky to be born. Come to think of it, my brother and I are indeed very lucky kids. My parents never starve us. They did all they can to let us study in Singapore, knowing the facts that it would be a great cost, they insisted to. Just how many kids could have parents like I had in my life? I laugh to myslef...


YooChun, Yunho, JaeJoong.. After knowing their story behind the scences.. I thought,' How could I even had the thought of being difficult is all so usual and seems nothing much to celebrities? I thought they should have prepared and get used to the hardship they met. Shame on me.. I'm all so selfish...'


Knowing the facts that I am so much lucky than lots of people, I think I should put in more affords on my studies.. Maybe it's time not to enjoy those lovely and sweet video clips made for wonderful fantasy. I learnt my lesson.


Humble is all I need now.. I shall stop calling those people working hard for life The poor and find out the many good things from them and learn from what I could see, hear and feel. I have been living up myself as the top of all human races, though I don't make it too obvious, but I SHALL wake up! I have so much to learn..


I still have a long way to go.. My friends, if you're reading this, let's work hard together! I may always depend on you guys.. But at the same time, if you guys need me, I will always give my 100% power to help you too.


Love those who love me~ x)

I'm a fortunate kid? Hell no...

A lot of bad things happened to my family and I recently. I got myself wounded during the trip to Singapore. My brother and I were trapped at the middle of two country for some reason. Though we were finally back to Malaysia saftly. However, with totally exausted mind and body, Shao En finally got sick yesterday. The trip back to Singapore was like a nightmare to me.. To be honest, I was really scared, but my brother was with me so I kept telling myself not to give up or just be scared of these little things.


And I thought everything has ended, but it isn't. My family is constantly losing some little amount of money. Usually it isn't something so important. But considering the continuning loses, we found it was something we must really aware of. Mom looks really scary (Seems annoying to me) these day. We went to my new school this morning and spent 20k for my school fees and some other charges.. 20k.. How scary.. I just couldn't look at my mom, I felt as if I did something wrong to her. I got to work harder, harder and harder..


Yesterday, I walked to Tesco because I need to print my passort photoes. It took me 4 hours. Not a big deal? Yeah.. Only if I wasn't told to go to the wrong way after waiting for a stupid bus for half and an hour. After spending so much time, I finally got back home. During my way home, I thought I could have got robbed or killed by some Malay bikers or some Chinese robbers since I had been extremely unlucky these day... Who knows? Haha..


Somehow, when I was resting on my bed with my eyes closed yesterday. I thought, 'I'm back.. I got my wound cured even though Shao En got sick, I sucessfully brough him back to mom anyway..'


I don't know.. Whenever these bad things happened on me, I suppose to get angry and blame for nothing, but at the end, I ended up with no hatred in mind. I just refused to think and act that way.. I told myself to stand up and fight. I can't afford to lose. Anger means nothing and work nothing on my unfortunate life. And so, I clam myself and stand up again.


People around always say I'm a fortunate kid. My dad is rich(?) and my mom is kind(?). Hmpt.. They knew nothing. I hate myself being born differently. If I was born poor, I would have got lots of 'A' because I have NO PSP and COMPUTER in my life. Things get confused when people start asking me to thank for my fortuante life, but to me, how? They don't understand...


Hope everything would get better.. Cheers for myself!

What do I know music so far?

The music I'm going to talk about isn't classical music.


Ok, here's my views for 'Music at different country'


There's only one reason I'm so into KPOP ( Korean pop ) is that they always surprise me with their dance moves and songs. I think singers in Korea really play an crucial role in promoting their country's culture. For what I've seen on youtube's comments, many starting to get known of Korea because they love and support their favourite Kpop star. And ofcourse, I'm one of them who enjoys so much listening to their music.


My parents really hate me for loving Korean's music because they thought I, a Taiwanese, shouldn't pay too much attention for other country's fasion and music instead of listening to our own country's production of music. But to me, I have the right to decide what is good to hear and what is not and unfortunately for them, I think Kpop is much better than Tpop.


I've done a reserch on 'Music in other country' and I found some interesting facts.

In Taiwan, most singers are the solo-type. After seeing so many new album being published recently, I found most of the covers of solo-type albums are only singer with a very simple background which I think they got 0 attraction for me to find them good to listen to and interesting to know about them. Ofcourse there's group singers and Lollipop. I think they did a very good job. But when it come to Korea, I see too many of them..

In Singapore, many singers go to Taiwan at the end. Simply because Singapore is too small for them. Am I right on that point? In fact, Singapore is a small island. Although she's more sucessful compare with most of the country, despite of the land she has, it's too small and narrow for Singaporean singers. I've seen so many singers went to Taiwan but only a few of them became famous there. The person I'm talking is JJ Lin, who made a great sold-out for his latest album'100 days' in Taiwan.

In China, I only know Qi Xiao Fu. Don't know, don't care... Unlike Singapore, China's toooooooooo big. The singers there don't even have to go oversea. With 14 billions of people who could earn them lots of money, no reason they have got to promote their names and songs to other country.. So I don't know much about them.

In Malaysia, I see many singers, but I know none of them. Their music market is similar but smaller than Taiwan. So in the end, my views on them end up with the same as Taiwan, but somewhat poorer.. No offense. I love great music. It doesn't matter where the music from if the music is good to hear. But so far no songs in Malaysia had sucessfully caught my heart. I do feel sorry for that..

In Japan, they're as good as Korea. And somehow I think they're a bit better because the singers there do not get abusive words from their company and violence from their superior. I read, and probably will continue to read till the end of the world, of how bad the superior of many singers in Korea were. Fans aren't stupid, they're indeed incredibly smart and caring. I watched and read many comments and video on youtube and something shocked me. Famous singers like DBSK, Shinwha, H.O.T get beaten up by the head lead man of their working company. Their earns for album is low and work like a cow everyday just for the good of the company. But what they got behind their hard work is something cruel and inhuman. If you like to know more about it, go youtube and search SM entertainment.

So anyway, talking about Kpop, I shall describle it as 'fantastic done'! I'm sure many of you know the song 'Sorry sorry' from Super junior. I find many kpop music videos are always fill with amazing dance moves and unique music styles. Songs like 'Tell me your wish' from SNSD, 'Abracadabra' from brown eyed girl, 'Ring ding dong' from SHINee are good examples. You see? Why western people are also crazy about kpop? Because their country's singers don't dance! They only sing! I'm not saying they're lacking of dancing skill. In fact, many great dancers are from westen country. But so far from the music I watched on youtube, I seldom see western singers dance in their mv.


Dances and musics are one. With both, music is alive. Korean did a very good job in expressing their sense of fasion and style of music. And that's why I'm so in love with them.

Thanks for reading~! :)

I must be crazy..

Just oh my gosh.. That person is so gorgeous..


I thought I almost died from excitement.. I just couldn't believe that I saw somone who seems so acctractive to me. The hell.. That was the first time I had this kind of excitement and the desire to know about a person so badly.


Those eyes.. Was catching my sights. The moment we made our eye contact, I thought, 'Damn, what does the person see on me？' I didn't dress up well that time. I was lazy making up my hair and wearing those fasion clothes when I woke up this morning with only 3 hours slept. I never thought I would met a beautiful person at such a small clinic! I blamed myself for not taking care my own image well..


I wasn't sick. I was taking some health check with my brother. When I stepped out the room, I saw the person sitting on the chair and waiting for doctor's call for consultation. I quickly grabbed Shao En's hand and walked to the back corner. 'Oh my god, Shao En, you saw that person?' I whispered. 'Yeah. Gogeous, huh?' Shao En whispered back. When I got back on my sit, I looked at that person. That person seems unhappy. I think yeah, it would be weired to see people look happy in such an enviroment..


God damn that my mom was just next to me.. I think it's not a good idea to let her know my attention to that person. I'm afraid she might gone mad.




I don't know.. I just can't tell people.. It's not the time to tell everyone the truth.. Though it's tough using the word ' person ', but I think one day, I can write whatever I want in mind. That is when I truely let my parents know what I've been keeping from them for so many years....

Turn 18

Finally, the day I grow up to 18 has come.

To me, I think today is a special day for me. Not only that I turned 18, can do whatever I want, watch porn, find sex, but also the day I get to refresh myself.

I remenber my previous birthday was like a normal kid had with their family. I'd asked for present, party and cakes. But since I'm 18 now, I don't think I still can ask for that, even for my pocket money..

I started to think that what does turning 18 really means to me..

Think I got to find a job to get myself money? Yeah, I think I had lots to do now. Yes, I find myself are capable in doing a lot of things after I turned 18. Not only some regular stuffs I couldn't do at the past but also to ready for the society.

Maybe I've gone too far. I bet those kids who are reading this may not be able to understand. Haha..

I never hope that there'll be any birthday celebration for me. Though my brother tested me few days ago to see if I remenbered today, but I told him not to do anything for me. I mean, why? I don't need those things now. All I need now is to study hard and remains humble until I get old. A girlfriend? Yeah, it would be nice.

Anyway, congrats myself for turning 18. Altough I never tell anyone about today, but I wonder who really remenber this day. Hmn... -___-..