The busy days!

  English drama, graduation ceremony and the coming end of year exam. It will be a very busy week..

 
  I felt kinda down in the dumps yesterday, because I saw her sending SMS. I shouldn't have thought too much. I shall give my best wishes if they really like each other.

  Yesterday, too, I had a talk with teacher Din. She hoped I could understand what pressure I might be facing in future is something mighty, heavy and scary. I totally got her.. Now, all I want to do now is not to let my mom worry anymore.

Excitement

  Something's really exciting. Without a reason, I just know.

  It's a feeling, feeling of being noticed by someone you care a lot.

  However, is my feelings truly right on that? I can't certain.

  What I know is, I must do well in my job, then, while I have the time, to love others.

  All the best to myself!

Common Test 2

  Finally, another common test is coming. Time goes really fast, it has been 3 months since I came to this school. I keep reminding myself that I have only a little time left only to make myself clear from stepping into further darkness. Thanks god, now I'm still awakened..

  The more I love K, the more I care. It can't be stop. William told me not to do silly things as everyone is watching. I didn't know what he meant by that but I quess it's something threathening to me. After a talk with Danny had made me felt so much better. He said, ' Just do whatever you want if you're happy doing it.' I think, ' Yeah!' That's how it came to my final conclusion. I will continue to love K, no matter what. But before that, I shall love myself more first. I promised teacher Tsai to love myself even more so that I will never be blind by myslef.

  The first thing to start loving myself is to concentrate on my study!

  All the best, Shao Wei! You can do it!

中文!

  學習檔案一而再再而三的消失! 我都不好意思跟阿旺借電腦了 -___-

  命中注定吧, 要用中文打學習檔案..


  加油! 今天要把學習檔案拼完!

我存在著 :)

  做自己就好..

  晨鳳老師說我很特別, 因為她還是第一次遇到我這種學生..
 
  被老師說太像小孩, 太純真? ( 哈 )

  老師很擔心我吃虧.. 我明白.. 謝謝老師 :)

  還有冠存.. ㄜ...... 他希望我不要太白痴.. 這是關心吧? ㄏ :) 我懂他的意思. 會注意的.

  威霖.. 哈, 真的很可愛喔.. 可是又成熟. 我要多學習.. Wiwiwiwiwilliam~ Saranghae, haha.

  蔡老師.. 唉喲! 麥安ㄋ啦! 吼! 整天噹我 -________- 可還是謝謝你的關心啦 : )

  我知道.. 一直知道.. 誰真正的關心我... 真的很感激.. 紹惟會加油! Fighting!

  Being myself isn't right? Sometimes, I'm confused. To be yourself isn't something difficult; instead, it's surprisingly easy to find that being oneself is something so simple to do.. But sometimes, people want you not to be yourself too much; they hope you'd change. People usually change to adapt a new enviroment and I believe I already did. Maybe my changes seems too little from them? I should comtemplate about it.

  My feelings to K is sooooooooooo weired.. I care about K, but I doubt if I love K. You see, love and like are different. I find my feelings to K is something like a mother to her child.. I want K lives a happy life, I wish K will be fine going to Australia.. I like K's smile, but I hate it when K forget K's to moving to an English country and instead of playing, shouldn't K starting to improve K's English? Going to see K on Monday, hope everything will be fine..

  運動會成功! 藍隊勝利!!! 精神總錦標萬歲!!!!!
  Blue house stands! Congratulation to all the Blue house members! Thanks for all your hardwork! ^o^!

I hate no one..

  Hah, humans are funny creature, aren't they? They change their attitude towards people alwaysly.

  I hate no one now. Funny enough? Just as nothing had happened, I stand once again..!

The truth befind those so-called 'friends'

  They backstab you. They understimate you. They black mouth behind you. Saying your gift sucks. Telling people you're a sucker. Don't give a damn to you. No greets, thankful or apologies. A selfish person who turn back to you. A terrible person who deeply hurts you. A person who is cruel to me.. A person who deserves a thousand death and not worth forgiveness... I hate you.. Whatever I've done, is not what you think.

  It's not the way you think that I like you. I like you in some way that only I used to be. I don't want you to dislike me, so I'd hold back. I never fall in love with you, you had been thinking too much. It's just love from a friend, that's it. You are seriously sick.. You are incredible to have friends because for a person like you deserve nothing..

  Curse you.. Hate you.. But what else can I do? I'm all alone and powerless... Man.....


  This is disgusting.. People are granted.. This is sick, people are selfish after all........

  I love only myself and those who loves me...... For him, he's not my friend anymore, I shall abandon him and let him does whatever he likes. After all, it's his bussiness. I don't care if he needs my help or others help. I shall tell my friends to stay away from him before they get hurt like me...............