Holidays!!

  It has been sooooooooooo long! I don't even have the time to update my blog ever since May..


 
  The result of English drama was fantastic! Our team won Best Drama, Best Story, Best Costume and Best Actress. Best Actor went to Joesph, of course, he is talented as always plus his fluent pronounciation in English, no doubt he could get that award. Best Actress went to Jem! Surprisingly, she was liked a amateur in acting during the rehearsal, who was then changed into someone that caught everyone's attention during the actual performance. Congratulation to all of us and thanks for the hardwork we did. This would be a best memory for Teacher Lisa, whom my English conversation teacher, after she quit the school.


   
  The graduation ceremony was boring.. Well.. I must congratulated the seniors who had been facing some stressful exams and finally relieved from work. Congratulations! The whole ceremony thing took about 3 hours, which made me a little unpatient, but everyone leave the hall with smile. I could say that should be a happy ending? Or maybe not.. I just couldn't got my eyes off from them.. How jealous and envious was I.. But nothing's gonna change.. That was my last thought before I went home with a pack of smelly Nasi Lemak I sneaked from school canteen..


  Oh.. I forgot to mentioned the party for the graduates.. That night was totally insane! Everyone was crazy for the musics and performances. When my class was reviewing the photoes they took at the night, no one thought that smoky place with flashing lights around would be our school hall, haha! Ofcourse, watching the thanks-giving and blessing video was the last show that night. The video showed lots of memory of the graduates. I could sense some people were sniffering, though I didn't cry, I felt the same as them. It was a crazy, happy, exciting, saddening and heart-touching night!


 
  The final exam of the year soon came after the party and ceremony things. I could say I only put my 60% into this. I could have prepared one week ago, but despite of my lazy character, I started my study 2 days before exam. I must say, that 2 days of preparation + 2 days of exam made me totally exhausted. I regretted for not preparing earlier beofre exam. The result wasn't that good.. Some of them reached my expectation, however, some not. My Mandarin is as always, marks between 65~75. English, I hope it wasn't too bad, maybe 90+? I never wish to get below 95... Hope Teacher Steve would spare me some mark base on the hardwork I did in his lesson and politely smile I gave whenever I see him. Biology was bad! I expected to get above 80 but I only got 60! That was unbelievable! The subject I most confident in failed my high expectation! I must be over confident during the exam... No 60 after holiday!!! Physic, Damn! I couldn't even scored 40! 33 marks means I will be forced to attent tuition during the next seminar. Chemistry was the best ever improved subject! Starting from 24, 40 to now 58! I could score a higher mark if I got enough time. Seriously, my Chemistry proved that god rewards those who really work hard for it. Keep myself up! Cause the next few months would be counting down the day to 八甄!!


 
  Oh Kevin.. Now that you leave.. I wander if you recieved the message I leave on your table? Appreciated? Afraid? Suprised? Or does it even matter? Whatever the outcome is, I already said what I have thinking to say when I heard you're leaving. Wish you all the best on your future and please don't come back to CTS! If you do, I will make you regret! -_________-'' Well, I already said goodbye and wish you good luck so please don't ever appear in front of me unless you wanna say thanks to everything I did for you. Dumb! Don't be a fool when you leave! Never be a stupid outside! Be smart and take care of yourself -_____-




  Finally.. It's holidays!! I shall work harder and harder! Tressure the little time left for me and work for the best result!!!

The busy days!

  English drama, graduation ceremony and the coming end of year exam. It will be a very busy week..

 
  I felt kinda down in the dumps yesterday, because I saw her sending SMS. I shouldn't have thought too much. I shall give my best wishes if they really like each other.

  Yesterday, too, I had a talk with teacher Din. She hoped I could understand what pressure I might be facing in future is something mighty, heavy and scary. I totally got her.. Now, all I want to do now is not to let my mom worry anymore.

Excitement

  Something's really exciting. Without a reason, I just know.

  It's a feeling, feeling of being noticed by someone you care a lot.

  However, is my feelings truly right on that? I can't certain.

  What I know is, I must do well in my job, then, while I have the time, to love others.

  All the best to myself!

Common Test 2

  Finally, another common test is coming. Time goes really fast, it has been 3 months since I came to this school. I keep reminding myself that I have only a little time left only to make myself clear from stepping into further darkness. Thanks god, now I'm still awakened..

  The more I love K, the more I care. It can't be stop. William told me not to do silly things as everyone is watching. I didn't know what he meant by that but I quess it's something threathening to me. After a talk with Danny had made me felt so much better. He said, ' Just do whatever you want if you're happy doing it.' I think, ' Yeah!' That's how it came to my final conclusion. I will continue to love K, no matter what. But before that, I shall love myself more first. I promised teacher Tsai to love myself even more so that I will never be blind by myslef.

  The first thing to start loving myself is to concentrate on my study!

  All the best, Shao Wei! You can do it!

中文!

  學習檔案一而再再而三的消失! 我都不好意思跟阿旺借電腦了 -___-

  命中注定吧, 要用中文打學習檔案..


  加油! 今天要把學習檔案拼完!

我存在著 :)

  做自己就好..

  晨鳳老師說我很特別, 因為她還是第一次遇到我這種學生..
 
  被老師說太像小孩, 太純真? ( 哈 )

  老師很擔心我吃虧.. 我明白.. 謝謝老師 :)

  還有冠存.. ㄜ...... 他希望我不要太白痴.. 這是關心吧? ㄏ :) 我懂他的意思. 會注意的.

  威霖.. 哈, 真的很可愛喔.. 可是又成熟. 我要多學習.. Wiwiwiwiwilliam~ Saranghae, haha.

  蔡老師.. 唉喲! 麥安ㄋ啦! 吼! 整天噹我 -________- 可還是謝謝你的關心啦 : )

  我知道.. 一直知道.. 誰真正的關心我... 真的很感激.. 紹惟會加油! Fighting!

  Being myself isn't right? Sometimes, I'm confused. To be yourself isn't something difficult; instead, it's surprisingly easy to find that being oneself is something so simple to do.. But sometimes, people want you not to be yourself too much; they hope you'd change. People usually change to adapt a new enviroment and I believe I already did. Maybe my changes seems too little from them? I should comtemplate about it.

  My feelings to K is sooooooooooo weired.. I care about K, but I doubt if I love K. You see, love and like are different. I find my feelings to K is something like a mother to her child.. I want K lives a happy life, I wish K will be fine going to Australia.. I like K's smile, but I hate it when K forget K's to moving to an English country and instead of playing, shouldn't K starting to improve K's English? Going to see K on Monday, hope everything will be fine..

  運動會成功! 藍隊勝利!!! 精神總錦標萬歲!!!!!
  Blue house stands! Congratulation to all the Blue house members! Thanks for all your hardwork! ^o^!

I hate no one..

  Hah, humans are funny creature, aren't they? They change their attitude towards people alwaysly.

  I hate no one now. Funny enough? Just as nothing had happened, I stand once again..!