Many times, we humans are to change. Weather you're forced or not, changing yourself, whereas at your using of language and feeling of yourself, is an essential thing in life.
Recently, many people said that I'd changed, in a good way. I wander if that's really good for me or not, but for now, I'm perfectly fine..
I came to realize how important for me to praise someone. Praising is blessing. Who doesn't like being praise? Well, I don't either! I find that to praise, would not only raise others up but also yourself, so why not give praise? If that really worth praising, why not?
I love them, haha.. I always do.. Treasure the precious. Learned.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Happiness
This is the moment I felt so much happiness... I shall mark this down :)
Happy Birthday, Mum..
I love you guys, either CTS or Malaysians, I love and treasure you all the time
Thanks to you x3
Happy Birthday, Mum..
I love you guys, either CTS or Malaysians, I love and treasure you all the time
Thanks to you x3
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Holidays!!
It has been sooooooooooo long! I don't even have the time to update my blog ever since May..
The result of English drama was fantastic! Our team won Best Drama, Best Story, Best Costume and Best Actress. Best Actor went to Joesph, of course, he is talented as always plus his fluent pronounciation in English, no doubt he could get that award. Best Actress went to Jem! Surprisingly, she was liked a amateur in acting during the rehearsal, who was then changed into someone that caught everyone's attention during the actual performance. Congratulation to all of us and thanks for the hardwork we did. This would be a best memory for Teacher Lisa, whom my English conversation teacher, after she quit the school.
The graduation ceremony was boring.. Well.. I must congratulated the seniors who had been facing some stressful exams and finally relieved from work. Congratulations! The whole ceremony thing took about 3 hours, which made me a little unpatient, but everyone leave the hall with smile. I could say that should be a happy ending? Or maybe not.. I just couldn't got my eyes off from them.. How jealous and envious was I.. But nothing's gonna change.. That was my last thought before I went home with a pack of smelly Nasi Lemak I sneaked from school canteen..
Oh.. I forgot to mentioned the party for the graduates.. That night was totally insane! Everyone was crazy for the musics and performances. When my class was reviewing the photoes they took at the night, no one thought that smoky place with flashing lights around would be our school hall, haha! Ofcourse, watching the thanks-giving and blessing video was the last show that night. The video showed lots of memory of the graduates. I could sense some people were sniffering, though I didn't cry, I felt the same as them. It was a crazy, happy, exciting, saddening and heart-touching night!
The final exam of the year soon came after the party and ceremony things. I could say I only put my 60% into this. I could have prepared one week ago, but despite of my lazy character, I started my study 2 days before exam. I must say, that 2 days of preparation + 2 days of exam made me totally exhausted. I regretted for not preparing earlier beofre exam. The result wasn't that good.. Some of them reached my expectation, however, some not. My Mandarin is as always, marks between 65~75. English, I hope it wasn't too bad, maybe 90+? I never wish to get below 95... Hope Teacher Steve would spare me some mark base on the hardwork I did in his lesson and politely smile I gave whenever I see him. Biology was bad! I expected to get above 80 but I only got 60! That was unbelievable! The subject I most confident in failed my high expectation! I must be over confident during the exam... No 60 after holiday!!! Physic, Damn! I couldn't even scored 40! 33 marks means I will be forced to attent tuition during the next seminar. Chemistry was the best ever improved subject! Starting from 24, 40 to now 58! I could score a higher mark if I got enough time. Seriously, my Chemistry proved that god rewards those who really work hard for it. Keep myself up! Cause the next few months would be counting down the day to 八甄!!
Oh Kevin.. Now that you leave.. I wander if you recieved the message I leave on your table? Appreciated? Afraid? Suprised? Or does it even matter? Whatever the outcome is, I already said what I have thinking to say when I heard you're leaving. Wish you all the best on your future and please don't come back to CTS! If you do, I will make you regret! -_________-'' Well, I already said goodbye and wish you good luck so please don't ever appear in front of me unless you wanna say thanks to everything I did for you. Dumb! Don't be a fool when you leave! Never be a stupid outside! Be smart and take care of yourself -_____-
Finally.. It's holidays!! I shall work harder and harder! Tressure the little time left for me and work for the best result!!!
The result of English drama was fantastic! Our team won Best Drama, Best Story, Best Costume and Best Actress. Best Actor went to Joesph, of course, he is talented as always plus his fluent pronounciation in English, no doubt he could get that award. Best Actress went to Jem! Surprisingly, she was liked a amateur in acting during the rehearsal, who was then changed into someone that caught everyone's attention during the actual performance. Congratulation to all of us and thanks for the hardwork we did. This would be a best memory for Teacher Lisa, whom my English conversation teacher, after she quit the school.
The graduation ceremony was boring.. Well.. I must congratulated the seniors who had been facing some stressful exams and finally relieved from work. Congratulations! The whole ceremony thing took about 3 hours, which made me a little unpatient, but everyone leave the hall with smile. I could say that should be a happy ending? Or maybe not.. I just couldn't got my eyes off from them.. How jealous and envious was I.. But nothing's gonna change.. That was my last thought before I went home with a pack of smelly Nasi Lemak I sneaked from school canteen..
Oh.. I forgot to mentioned the party for the graduates.. That night was totally insane! Everyone was crazy for the musics and performances. When my class was reviewing the photoes they took at the night, no one thought that smoky place with flashing lights around would be our school hall, haha! Ofcourse, watching the thanks-giving and blessing video was the last show that night. The video showed lots of memory of the graduates. I could sense some people were sniffering, though I didn't cry, I felt the same as them. It was a crazy, happy, exciting, saddening and heart-touching night!
The final exam of the year soon came after the party and ceremony things. I could say I only put my 60% into this. I could have prepared one week ago, but despite of my lazy character, I started my study 2 days before exam. I must say, that 2 days of preparation + 2 days of exam made me totally exhausted. I regretted for not preparing earlier beofre exam. The result wasn't that good.. Some of them reached my expectation, however, some not. My Mandarin is as always, marks between 65~75. English, I hope it wasn't too bad, maybe 90+? I never wish to get below 95... Hope Teacher Steve would spare me some mark base on the hardwork I did in his lesson and politely smile I gave whenever I see him. Biology was bad! I expected to get above 80 but I only got 60! That was unbelievable! The subject I most confident in failed my high expectation! I must be over confident during the exam... No 60 after holiday!!! Physic, Damn! I couldn't even scored 40! 33 marks means I will be forced to attent tuition during the next seminar. Chemistry was the best ever improved subject! Starting from 24, 40 to now 58! I could score a higher mark if I got enough time. Seriously, my Chemistry proved that god rewards those who really work hard for it. Keep myself up! Cause the next few months would be counting down the day to 八甄!!
Oh Kevin.. Now that you leave.. I wander if you recieved the message I leave on your table? Appreciated? Afraid? Suprised? Or does it even matter? Whatever the outcome is, I already said what I have thinking to say when I heard you're leaving. Wish you all the best on your future and please don't come back to CTS! If you do, I will make you regret! -_________-'' Well, I already said goodbye and wish you good luck so please don't ever appear in front of me unless you wanna say thanks to everything I did for you. Dumb! Don't be a fool when you leave! Never be a stupid outside! Be smart and take care of yourself -_____-
Finally.. It's holidays!! I shall work harder and harder! Tressure the little time left for me and work for the best result!!!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
The busy days!
English drama, graduation ceremony and the coming end of year exam. It will be a very busy week..
I felt kinda down in the dumps yesterday, because I saw her sending SMS. I shouldn't have thought too much. I shall give my best wishes if they really like each other.
Yesterday, too, I had a talk with teacher Din. She hoped I could understand what pressure I might be facing in future is something mighty, heavy and scary. I totally got her.. Now, all I want to do now is not to let my mom worry anymore.
I felt kinda down in the dumps yesterday, because I saw her sending SMS. I shouldn't have thought too much. I shall give my best wishes if they really like each other.
Yesterday, too, I had a talk with teacher Din. She hoped I could understand what pressure I might be facing in future is something mighty, heavy and scary. I totally got her.. Now, all I want to do now is not to let my mom worry anymore.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Excitement
Something's really exciting. Without a reason, I just know.
It's a feeling, feeling of being noticed by someone you care a lot.
However, is my feelings truly right on that? I can't certain.
What I know is, I must do well in my job, then, while I have the time, to love others.
All the best to myself!
It's a feeling, feeling of being noticed by someone you care a lot.
However, is my feelings truly right on that? I can't certain.
What I know is, I must do well in my job, then, while I have the time, to love others.
All the best to myself!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Common Test 2
Finally, another common test is coming. Time goes really fast, it has been 3 months since I came to this school. I keep reminding myself that I have only a little time left only to make myself clear from stepping into further darkness. Thanks god, now I'm still awakened..
The more I love K, the more I care. It can't be stop. William told me not to do silly things as everyone is watching. I didn't know what he meant by that but I quess it's something threathening to me. After a talk with Danny had made me felt so much better. He said, ' Just do whatever you want if you're happy doing it.' I think, ' Yeah!' That's how it came to my final conclusion. I will continue to love K, no matter what. But before that, I shall love myself more first. I promised teacher Tsai to love myself even more so that I will never be blind by myslef.
The first thing to start loving myself is to concentrate on my study!
All the best, Shao Wei! You can do it!
The more I love K, the more I care. It can't be stop. William told me not to do silly things as everyone is watching. I didn't know what he meant by that but I quess it's something threathening to me. After a talk with Danny had made me felt so much better. He said, ' Just do whatever you want if you're happy doing it.' I think, ' Yeah!' That's how it came to my final conclusion. I will continue to love K, no matter what. But before that, I shall love myself more first. I promised teacher Tsai to love myself even more so that I will never be blind by myslef.
The first thing to start loving myself is to concentrate on my study!
All the best, Shao Wei! You can do it!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
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