I'm a fortunate kid after all..

After reading so many scripes about TVXQ's hardship and difficult life, I came to realized that I had too many things to apologize to as well as the things I should appreciate to..


I'm not in a good mood now, probably angrying, because of my childishness and foolishness.. I always complain for lots of things.. Like recently I had been very unlucky, I said myself wasn't fortunate at all.. I thought people couldn't understand my situation, but actually they did all the time. My parents had predicted my results would be bad after leaving the two of us in Singapore alone. At first I thought they just didn't know how I care for my exam. But now, when I think back, my so-called'hard work' was nothing but a shit.. People always said we're lucky to be born. Come to think of it, my brother and I are indeed very lucky kids. My parents never starve us. They did all they can to let us study in Singapore, knowing the facts that it would be a great cost, they insisted to. Just how many kids could have parents like I had in my life? I laugh to myslef...


YooChun, Yunho, JaeJoong.. After knowing their story behind the scences.. I thought,' How could I even had the thought of being difficult is all so usual and seems nothing much to celebrities? I thought they should have prepared and get used to the hardship they met. Shame on me.. I'm all so selfish...'


Knowing the facts that I am so much lucky than lots of people, I think I should put in more affords on my studies.. Maybe it's time not to enjoy those lovely and sweet video clips made for wonderful fantasy. I learnt my lesson.


Humble is all I need now.. I shall stop calling those people working hard for life The poor and find out the many good things from them and learn from what I could see, hear and feel. I have been living up myself as the top of all human races, though I don't make it too obvious, but I SHALL wake up! I have so much to learn..


I still have a long way to go.. My friends, if you're reading this, let's work hard together! I may always depend on you guys.. But at the same time, if you guys need me, I will always give my 100% power to help you too.


Love those who love me~ x)