Jelousy

  I.. totally forgot my own duty here.. I got distracted..

  I hate myself whenever I do things half-way, so I told myself that this time, I
 would change. But, I don't...

  I hate it when they're talking, whispering with some fun without letting me know. Why should I care? But why not let me care? It's none of my business, but it IS my business to look after my friend. I'm not trying to do thing that go over the border line. It just that, I hate it when people aren't themselves when lots of people are around them. What mean is that people change for getting accpetance from other people. I wish I could be the person that can make them true to themselve. But the truth is always hurt.. Maybe I souldn't have taken this role...