I must be crazy..

Just oh my gosh.. That person is so gorgeous..


I thought I almost died from excitement.. I just couldn't believe that I saw somone who seems so acctractive to me. The hell.. That was the first time I had this kind of excitement and the desire to know about a person so badly.


Those eyes.. Was catching my sights. The moment we made our eye contact, I thought, 'Damn, what does the person see on me？' I didn't dress up well that time. I was lazy making up my hair and wearing those fasion clothes when I woke up this morning with only 3 hours slept. I never thought I would met a beautiful person at such a small clinic! I blamed myself for not taking care my own image well..


I wasn't sick. I was taking some health check with my brother. When I stepped out the room, I saw the person sitting on the chair and waiting for doctor's call for consultation. I quickly grabbed Shao En's hand and walked to the back corner. 'Oh my god, Shao En, you saw that person?' I whispered. 'Yeah. Gogeous, huh?' Shao En whispered back. When I got back on my sit, I looked at that person. That person seems unhappy. I think yeah, it would be weired to see people look happy in such an enviroment..


God damn that my mom was just next to me.. I think it's not a good idea to let her know my attention to that person. I'm afraid she might gone mad.




I don't know.. I just can't tell people.. It's not the time to tell everyone the truth.. Though it's tough using the word ' person ', but I think one day, I can write whatever I want in mind. That is when I truely let my parents know what I've been keeping from them for so many years....