I'm a fool after all..

I thought I was born specially to this world. In fact, I'm not that worthy. I'm not talking about my life, but my attitude to my life.
Maybe it's time for me to contemplate my own future, seriously.

I'm really a fool.. I thought my parents don't understand me at all, but things had become as I was the one who don't understand them.. I feel really sorry to my parents. They love me so much but sadly I had disappointed them.

I find myself really stupid, because I used to find excuses for my mistakes. Mum said maybe I got my talking talents from dad and her. A person who can't listen and used to find excuses can hardly success. I always remenber these words and yet I had failed to know them deeply..

I'm really really bad, I thought I will never make my parents cry, but I was wrong. I'm a bad son, I didn't played my role of studies well.. What can I say? This time, I shall never make any excuses for my failure.

Fortunetly, just like what mom told me, I'm smart. I learn from my mistakes although it rarely happens. But I'd hope I can change from now on. This time, I will not allow myself to fail.

As always, I will give my everyday some hope so that I could live a happy life, but differently, I will also change my attitude. The first step, I shall become a humble man. Yes, I'm always full of myself. Though I'm smart, but my smartness blind me.. Second, I shall treat my brother well. My tones to him wasn't in manner. He mentioned to me before, but I never listened. Think I got to say many sorry to him. Third, I have the need to know what I'm really want now and yes, I think I found it.

Nothing is easy in this world, even a small move could change your everyday, every life. I have learnt. I shall always remind myself not too selfish, think for others, and work extremely hard for my studies. For my current grade, I'd need lots of affords.

Time to give myself a hit on face. And then after all, I hope one day, I can really become an independent kid who doesn't worry their parents. Do as I said to myself.
Taking vows is riskful, only if you're not confident for taking full responsibilities to your words and yourself. Yes, I would like to vow for my future.

I hope my friends will always pull me back to work because I'm always forgetful and stubborn. But thing has to changed by now.

God bless me..