It was happened yesterday.
I was awakened from the noise that my father made. He was talking on a phone. I wasn't sure who it was, but the only thing I knew was that he wasn't happy about the person next to the call. So I thought he must be very tired recently.
Dad wanted us to clean the house before mom come back from Taiwan. I agreed with him as I thought mom won't be happy if she see the mess we made during the days she wasn't with us.
Shao En did nothing at the evening, it was I who cleaned the house. I swept the floor and put everything in place. At the same time, I was thinking of what to say once she's back.
Ok, she finally got back, but something made me felt that she was totally unreasonable. Firstly, her tones, she made me tought that she wasn't wanted to talk to me. Secondly, she bought a book for me.
To be honest, I don't read books, especially those which seemed totally useless to me.
I think it's a waste buying books for me.
She also asked us to sleep when 22.30. Am I crazy? 22.30? Why should I? My night time was just started!
Dad told me mum was very tired so he hoped I didn't mind for her words or anything.
Well, I thought dad was tired, too. Because I was so sure that mom was not only tired but had some problem with me. She can't communicate with me.
Can't communitcate=Can't understand
Worse, I don't think she wants to understand me.
We actually can talk like friends. I always find a right time and try to reach her. She is the same, but always pick a wrong time. Like what I had told her many times before that she doesn't listen to the others, even untill now. Or maybe, she doesn't understand my words?
She always think I'm trying to be a rebellion but sadly, I'm not. It is she who likes to think this way, I personally do not wanted to be like this. So anyway, she seems like she quite enjoy living in her own world.
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